Sucking the life out of me

I know! So adorable lah please. =D Well hello everyone. Sorry for the lack of updates! I don't know how people do it, but wow to those who've gone through JC. Respect, man. Respect. *peace + pouty lips rappers style*

JC life is so fucking draining, it's unbelievable. It is not easy. I kind of underestimated Kakak Idayu's comments. If not for my psycho friends, I think I'd be merrily skipping school, LIKE A CERTAIN WEAK SOMEONE WHO DECLARES A HOLIDAY ONCE A FORTHNIGHT. I'm quite proud of myself actually. For not having missed a single day of school! (yet) I'm still pressing on, (hahah, Mr Tay's essay test remarks for BOTH tests which I just managed to scrape through!)

What I fear, is that when I break, I break completely, fall impossibly ill, lag far far behind, and then there goes my footing in this breaknecking pace for the Strong and Determined. That's not to say I've found my footing, even. Passing History and GP alons doesn't make me a Champion Student, people. I don't think I've either, strength and determination or enough of each, to make it, in all honesty. But I have to. Sigh.

I find myself so incredibly exhausted. (what's new) JC life brings exhaustion to a whole new level. I've not even watched the latest episodes of OTH and Heroes! Ugh, this is annoying. TV is a "wh- whaaat? What's that?" affair for me right now. I TRY to stay away from the computer cos I'll end up playing around instead of doing what I'm supposed to do.

AND THEN. When I DO stay away for a SINGLE DAY (which rhymes, just like chimes), I lag behind in all things Pre U Sem, and then suddenly I've got 12 emails and none's from Friendster! So you see! When I try to be good, I miss out! ):

You know, I really am thankful for the friends I have in JC. When the load gets insane and it's all getting to your very core, they do something SO AMAZINGLY STUPID, you can't help but laugh. Till your pee's begging to be freed, even!

And really, everything does come full circle. Like you know those games you play in primary school? Yeah. We're playing most of them now. =D And trying not to get into trouble for doing so.

Random pictures with rocking schoolmates:

After the Arts Fest closing ceremony. Whoa, I was hell impressed by the Dance performance. Gold with honours, well deserved, I say. (:

Tabby is so glam, me tells you

sucks that my face is blocked :/ it WOULD have been a cute pic then =D oh and check out Clauds and Nana in the background!

The cute banana(:

if only we pay this much attention during lectures, yeah?

This was after playing (fillintheblanks, it's too embarrassing!) and before CT/EP

Sneaky people. They used my phone. -.-"

Managed to meet up with Mudd and Najib on Thurdsay for a movie date! (plus random Timothy, hahah) Spiderman 3's overrated. To me at least. The crowd's reaction is hell funny. Seriously. And because we dont quite camwhore as much as classmates/BFFAE, there's no picture of them for you! I know you're disappointed, but "press on"! HAHAH.

In other news, I think I've got a very strong best friend. I'm proud of you, sweetie. *tight hug (:

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I can't believe I'm still online when my bag's empty (clothes are still wet, mind you) and I've got a ton of things to do. SIGH. But hey, this week's gna be incredibly kick ass. =D